Ascension: Free for All

This post has been percolating for a while now.  I haven't been sure if I should voice these feelings of mine because they're definitely negative in nature, and I'm trying not to choose negativity.  But the frustration at the heart of these feelings seems to be plucked anew on a daily basis like a dissonant guitar chord, and I have to say something about what I see as a gross hypocrisy within the global shift or ascension movement.  I'm going to lay shame and name names.  I must voice it to set it free and move on, I think. 

To be clear, I view the folks I'm about to call out as some of the most beautiful souls with some of the most beautiful messages I've ever been blessed to discover.  If they read this, I hope they understand I truly hold them in high regard, but I feel it's fair to call some of their decisions into question. 

What I'm upset about is that these people who would lead humanity toward a conscious evolution restrict content and event participation to those who are willing and able to pay for it. 

Collectively, they say many of the same things:  Humanity and all of creation are One.  In recognition of our Oneness, humanity needs to evolve toward a way of being that benefits ALL, not a set of individuals over others.  They say the more people who join together in envisioning this future, the closer we get to the critical mass of collective consciousness that will push all of us over the threshold into this bright future.  They say we need to stop competing with each other and start working together to improve the lot of all.

So someone please explain to me why these same folks are only willing to give what they see as the most critical information or collective participation experiences to those who will pay the price they set?  What is THAT?!  This practice is completely at odds with their messages, and I find that incredibly confusing. 

If they truly see these times, this knowledge, and these experiences as belonging to all of us they should freely give them to all of us.  If they truly believe the more who concentrate on, believe in, and give energy to these ideas, the closer to reality they become for all of us, then they should want to remove as many hurdles as possible! 

But they're not removing hurdles, they're setting them up.  Effectively, they're saying, "You can have access to all of this, once you clear this pay wall I've personally placed in your path."  This, my friends, is hypocrisy exemplified.  It just doesn't jive and sets my intuition aflutter, causing me to question the integrity of their motives and thereby the authenticity of their messages.  That's counter intuitive to their proclaimed vision for our future, especially considering most of these folks envision a future with a completely different monetary system, or none at all.  So why are they padding their wallets in the Now?

Some will say these online events cost money to put on.  Of course they do, but not nearly what's being charged in many cases.  I obviously understand hosting content or organizing teleconferences or streaming online events is all going to cost a little bit, but the prices being placed look more to me like they're designed to earn a profit.  Not the most benevolent and charitable image possible.

Others will argue they deserve to be compensated for the work they're doing for humanity.  Fine.  I don't disagree.  But if this is your argument, you need to understand it's still at odds with your message!  If your goal is to compensate yourself, you're doing well.  If your goal is to spread messages of love, oneness, and the need to come together to co-create, then you're working against yourself by not making the information freely available to ALL! 

I'm not going to post this rant about something I perceive as a problem without offering any solution.  These spiritual leaders and content providers may not care for it, though, because it potentially means they'll rake in less money. 

Here's my solution:  Make all content, all services, all events FREE to anyone who wishes to partake or participate.  Pay for it all with FREE WILL donations.  Explain at the top of your website that all this is free to whomever, but it takes money so please donate.  These people claim to believe the Universe will provide what is necessary; they should act as if they truly believe this.  They should behave as though they believe that by lifting All, they lift themselves.  The necessary donations will be there.  Or don't they believe that?

There are people in all walks of life who are waking up to the ideas of Oneness and the evolution of human consciousness, a.k.a. Ascension.  Some of these people will be philanthropists.  I'll bet that if representatives from these groups identified, approached, and explained to these altruistic individuals or foundations that the expansion of these ideas stood to benefit all of mankind like nothing before in human history, they might not have too much trouble keeping the freaking lights on.  Problem solved.  Greatest good achieved.

David Wilcock, probably my most beloved (currently embodied) guru, wants $77 to teach me how to access my Higher Self.  It hurts me to call him out on this, and he has defended this very thing publicly.  To his credit, he has made gobs of information available for free on his site Divine Cosmos.  I promise you I have combed through it all!  I'm afraid I still see a difference between covering costs and turning a profit.

But David's $77 price tag for what he claims would allow you to tap into"a limitless reservoir of creativity, intelligence and flawless guidance" - something that would greatly benefit All of Us - is a mere pittance next to a face-slapping pricetag I encountered more recently.

A week or so ago I was immensely encouraged by a conference call from The Shift Network.  This group, in conjunction with Barbara Marx Hubbard,  is pushing to become a focal point for all of us in the Ascension movement to collectively co-create a planetary shift on December 22, 2012 - the day after the galactic conjuntion and end of the Mayan calendar.  They're calling it Birth 2012.  This is a GREAT idea!!!  Get everyone on the same page to be as effective as possible.  The more the better, right?!

But there's a catch, and a whopping one at that.  The extreme optimism I experience following the conference call where Barbara and Shift Network president Stephen Dinan explained what they were planning crashed rudely down around me upon further research into The Shift Network.  See, they want you to take a course to be best-suited to co-create this Shift with them.  The course is called ACE training and stands for Agents of Conscious Evolution.  The price tag: $497.  Gee, guys - why not just tack on the extra $3 and make it an even half grand?

So let me get this straight...This is something that will benefit all, that will change the course of human evolution and indeed the planet itself, and the more who participate the more effective it will be?  Doesn't it stand to reason that for the best benefit of all it should be offered to all for free, or at least for the cost to put it on.  $500 per person?  In an America where the middle class is increasingly vanishing into poverty, it takes some serious gall to require your brothers and sisters to pony up that kind of money for something purported to be for the good of all mankind!

Everywhere I turn - I mean everywhere - those who would lead us into a bright new day - those who claim to believe service to others is the highest goal - all want money before they do so.  I'm left to question their leadership, and ultimately, their motivation.

Is there no teacher in a position to help us all who believes the knowledge they hold belongs to us all, free of charge?  Does not one of these enlightened individuals or organizations believe a grateful Universe will provide for them?  If anyone out there knows of such an entity, please send them my way.

The End of Lies

My heart desires to live in a New Society.  A society where elected leaders aren't politicians whose primary drive is to advance themselves, where instead they're truly servants of the public who want nothing more than to just be that.  A civilization where public discourse is never about politics, but about arriving at a common Truth.  A world where when those we choose to speak FOR us speak TO us, they don't tell us what they think we want to hear or what they WANT us to believe, they tell us what they know and believe to be TRUE.

I want to leave behind this world where even the best of our leaders lies to us.  Where unfathomable secrets are kept from the masses.  Where the population at large is sold a reality that doesn't exist to replace the true reality that they are all just cogs in a machine fashioned to pump as much of the world's abundance as possible into the hands of as few as possible. 

I'm so tired of this world where governmental agencies lie about the Greater Truth, a Truth that is hidden, redacted, and even covered up with lies masquerading as official positions.

In this New World, chemtrails don't cross the skies and NASA certainly doesn't have a web page dedicated to convincing the public they really are just contrails.  In this New World, when I vote for a presidential candidate because he says he's for peace and plans to take my country OUT of war, I can count on him to do just that.  In this New World, the truth about 9/11 is revealed to all - Who really did it, and why.  In this New World, All know the true history of Earth, All know most UFOs are crafts from civilizations outside our own, and All are made aware of their interconnected Oneness.

I long for the end of lies. 

Prescient Can of Beans

Many spiritual leaders are hinting that December 2012 will be a time of great change for Earth humans.

It would seem this can of green beans from last night's dinner knows something, as well.

Couldn't resist a joke, sorry!

Science find: Solar radiation affects decay rate of atomic particles

Standford University has released data showing that what we thought was true - that the rate of decay of radioactive elements is constant - is NOT true.  Furthermore, it seems the rate of decay is linked to and affected by the amount of solar radiation streaming through the Earth. 

While many will read this and extrapolate that all carbon dating is now questionable, I see further meaning:  Solar radiation affects the behavior of physical matter on the subatomic level.  The rate and type of particles streaming from the sun directly affects physical matter on our planet, no matter where that matter is.

As above, so below.  If solar radiation works this way, what about radiation streaming into our solar system from the center of the galaxy?  What if there's similar radiation coming at us from a universal level?  And this is only one way we've just now discovered that matter is affected by these streaming energies.  This was an accidental find.  Scientists were looking for a way to generate random numbers and just so happened to find out the radioactive decay of these elements was not random!  Perhaps there are other ways in which matter is affected we have yet to discover.

It might seem like a stretch to some, but here I see evidence that the energetic structure of physical matter is directly tied to solar and maybe even extra-solar energies.  After all, drill down into matter far enough and you find underneath it all is nothing but energy; vibration of light. 

So let's say 4th density energy is streaming into our solar system from the center of our galaxy.  This creates a pull at the 3rd density geometric structure.  That pull is toward 4th density geometric structure.  This affects the entire solar system, including the sun.  Let's continue to postulate that as the sun finally snaps into 4th density a huge conflagration of solar flares erupts, sending a giant burst of energy throughout the solar system.

Could this be the event that tips the scales?  Just a thought.  I'm no scientist.

Androgynous Synchronicity

The title of this post may just be the strangest I've ever come up with.  Hopefully it intrigued you enough to take a peek to see what this blog is about.

Lately I feel I've made pretty big strides, spiritually speaking.  That said, this afternoon I'm having a particularly difficult time maintaining patience.  I'm performing a monster backup of work projects since early June, and I'm running into technical problems every few minutes.  I can't tell you how many times I've restarted my computer today!

I'm moving back and forth between the computer I'm backing up and another PC I use mainly for communication and internet.  While waiting on the backup process, I'll flip over to read the Law of One Study Guide as found on David Wilcock's Divine Cosmos.

Because I'm dealing with constant computer issues, my patience is thin.  It's making it hard for me to concentrate on the widsom being imparted by Ra.  I'm currently on Section 5, and I'm having a hard time wrapping my mind around some of the concepts.

But, while I'm frustrated and feeling impatient, I've just had a moment of very weird synchronicity and I wanted to journal and share it with you.  I opened up the folder for the last project of the entire backup, called The Way God Made Me.  While waiting for the project to open, I quickly flipped back over to the Ra material for a second and read the following:

RA: It is necessary to know your body well. How the emotions affect different parts of the body. Understand and accept the bodily polarity. The body is a creature of the mind‘s creation. It has its biases. The biological bias must be first completely understood, and then allow the opposite bias to find full expression in understanding. The simplest example is that each biological male is female, and vice versa.

Okay, I think.  I understand the concept, I'm pretty sure.  Flipping back to the work computer to backup the project (remember, it's called The Way God Made Me) and see the bearded face of a young father holding his newborn daughter and I recall what the story is about.  The individual in the photo is no longer a man.  In fact, she's gone through the full procedure to become a woman physically and her name is now Sarah.  She's attempting to become the first transgendered pastor in the Presbyterian Church - and having a hard time finding a congregation to take her.

Now what kind of crazy synchronicity is this?  The Way God Made Me.  A story about a man who changed into a woman.  Sort of underscores the point Ra is making, right?

What do you think about it?

New Reality Transmission

Last night my wife and I, along with but independently of a handful of our dear friends, participated in Night 1 of the New Reality Transmission.  I wanted to put down my thoughts on the experience and hopefully get the reaction of some others who took part.  Did you sit down for the meditation last night?  If so, let's compare and contrast the images, thoughts, and feelings in our minds' eyes.

If you haven't already heard of New Reality Transmission, I highly recommend you check it out at NewRealityTransmission.com.  There's an excellent explanation of the what, how and why behind the effort HERE.  The people behind it claim to be scientists and mathemeticians, which makes sense.  If you strip away the aura of mysticism that surrounds spirituality, the science of consciousness is ultimately all numbers.  I truly believe that we're finally arriving at a time when science and spirituality grow into one - where religion and academia finally realize what's real and how we can work together to advance our collective understanding in order to harness the latent power of consciousness.

Before the event, my wife and I went back over the specific visualizations the organizers asked us to focus on.  Then we asked the kids to make sure there was peace and quiet in the house until 10:30 (we're on Central Time), and got settled in our room facing east.  Since part of the visualization is to send energy spiraling into Earth's future I thought it would be best to face the direction of the planet's rotation, transmitting the imagery into the time-space before us (Time-space, as opposed to space-time. If you're unfamiliar with the concept of time-space, I recommend researching Dewey Larson's Reciprocal System Theory).

I began to focus on slowing and stopping my mind a few minutes before the meditation officially kicked off at 11:11 (10:11 CST).  Once underway, I attempted to follow the procession of imagery as prescribed by the organizers. 

One of the main thoughts we were instructed to "put out there" was that a major event occurred, but a positive one.  We were to imagine an event so huge that it literally changed all of mankind's perception about what is real.  As I focused on that thought, I kept seeing flashes of people's arms pointing to the sky.  I also saw flashes of a glowing ball of light in the sky, like the sun but obviously within our atmosphere.  I also imagined every-day people seeing each other for the first time after the event and just looking at each other with a knowing in their eyes, speechless - as if there were no words to express the profundity of the experience but recognizing the shared commonality of it.  I envisioned people just breaking into involuntary laughter and hugging one another.

After the meditation, I told my wife about what I saw and how I directed my thoughts and asked her how she did it.  She said she envisioned people just treating each other how they'd like to be treated; a planet living by the Golden Rule.  I think going forward I will sit down and decide how to progress my imagery day-by-day as we go through this 11-day process.  For instance, last night I focused on "the event".  By the end of the 11 days, I want to spend most of the meditation focused on "the result".

But I really want to know what YOU experienced if you were with us last night.  According to the email sent out by New Reality Transmission yesterday, there were at least 100,000 of us.  Unfortunately, only a 10th of the million they were looking for but it's still a lot of souls focused on one thing!  If we can get better at it and increase the intensity of emotion behind our visualizations there's no telling how effective we can be in programming our collective reality.

So please, please, please...Leave a comment and tell us all about your meditation last night.  Did you see anything you didn't plan on?  What sort of purposeful imagery did you use?  Did you stick solely to the prescribed imagery?  Tell me!

Namaste, my friends.  This is really happening.  It's happening NOW.

Great Read: Energy Medicine and the Multidimensional Model

This article from IONS does a great job starting off with an explanation of physical reality that communicates an understanding so many don't have but should.


According to Einstein’s famous formula, E=MC², energy and matter are interchangeable. Matter can be converted into energy, and energy into matter. Indeed, when physicists looked deeply into matter to find what we are made of, they discovered that matter is not solid but consists of subatomic particles comprised of mostly empty space. In turn, when they looked into the “empty space,” physicists determined that it was not so empty after all, that it is teaming with energy, effervescing, a quantum froth. This energy is at the core of everything in existence.

One does not have to stretch far to see the parallels between this underlying energy-essence that connects everything and the notion of unifying oneness that weaves its way through many spiritual traditions. One of the places where science and spirituality intersect comfortably is in the emerging field of energy medicine. Here ancient methods find their home in modern practitioners’ offices and in research laboratories.

The question then arises: If everything is energy, what constitutes the legitimate domain of energy medicine? In attempting to answer this question, I found a useful model that is shared by modern science and many ancient traditions. It accounts for the diversity in the field of energy medicine and helps to explain a vast array of energy-based phenomena. This theoretical model holds that a human being consists of multiple layers, or dimensions, that coexist simultaneously. Although individual models based on this principle differ slightly in terms of the number of layers and their labels, there is general agreement about four main dimensions: the physical-etheric, the emotional, the mental, and the spiritual. According to the ancients, the soul is encased in these successive layers.

Read full story from IONS.